It has been a long four years—only because so much has happened in those years.
I was almost thirty-three when I enrolled at the local community college—all set to get my degree in Health Information Technology to become a medical biller and coder; I was trying to be something I wasn’t, or rather, something I didn’t want to be. The classes were excruciatingly boring (some people got all jazzed looking up medical codes, saying it was like solving a puzzle—I prefer jigsaw or mysteries), but all the while, I was taking other classes that interested me more (I needed something to keep my sanity), working towards getting my A.A., but not really realizing it until I found out that I had quite a few credits to go towards it.
I will always have my A.S. degree as a backup (though I will still have to get my certification), but right now, I’m in that place called Contentment—a place I haven’t been for a very long time.
Originally, I had ignored the email that was calling for students to apply for the Editor-in-Chief position for The Corsair (the college’s student-run newspaper); I didn’t want the job because I knew I wasn’t a leader (but neither am I a follower—I just like to lead myself). I only wanted to worry about making my own deadlines, not getting others to make theirs; if someone wasn’t self-motivated, it wasn’t just their problem, but it became mine, too.
However, I accepted the position because I saw it as a way to give back to the college that had helped me so much with scholarships and not only appreciated but celebrated my writing skills.
I am very proud of the work I did, and, I hope, inspired others to do. I learned a lot about myself—like that I have what it takes to become a great graphic designer. (I just need the training.)
Through creating Shutterfly books of my writing for friends and family and designing recruitment ads for the newspaper, I’ve become more aware of how words and pictures can complement one another. I have the creativity and imagination, if not yet the talent or skill to choose graphic design as my vocation.
My writing dream is to be either a nationally syndicated humor columnist or a regular contributor for The Saturday Evening Post. I think both are a possibility within a decade. For example, my Capra-esque short story, “The Post-It Poet,” won Honorable Mention in this year’s The Saturday Evening Post’s Great American Short Story contest. (I won the same honor a few years ago.)
“Poet” is about a thirty-something woman who goes back to community college to “figure it all out.” (Guess where I got that idea.) It’s also about how poetry can change the world (and did), including her own.
Writing sure changed mine.
My work as EIC for the paper helped me get a career service position at the college. If there was one thing I tried to drill in to my staff, it was that the work they did on The Corsair mattered, that a missed deadline was a missed opportunity.
So, I’m glad I did accept the position, but I’m equally glad to be moving on to other kinds of writing (thank you letters, press releases, et cetera). I not only was the EIC for the fall semester, but I also kept up the website and Facebook page, as well as take pictures and write stories, in addition to conducting meetings and work days and writing and answering the endless emails and texts. I even experimented a bit with video, as well as post archived material on the Facebook page (the latter to fill in the gaps between issues, as our paper is a monthly).
Since free college is included in my new job, I will go for my Bachelor’s in graphic design next fall. I will learn how to draw and take pictures—two things I don’t know how to do very well; whatever I learn, I will be able to use for this blog.
The last eighteen months of my college journey were extremely hard. It seemed like the world was throwing everything it could at me to get me to quit, but it was against my nature to give up.
As November was coming to a close, I was wondering what was going to happen to us, as three of my four jobs were going away for the holiday, one of them permanently. Tutoring labs don’t need to be open when kids are out of school, and you have to be at least a part-time student to be EIC.
But then, one night, as I was driving home from my second home on campus, “Silent Night” played on the radio, and I knew that whatever happened, we would be okay.
Then, perhaps not even a week later, I got the call, then the interview, then the job.
And it was more than all right.
Our college’s motto is: Go here. Get there; for me, it’s Go here. Stay here.
Now it’s time for a semester-long spring break and a semester-long summer vacation. I’ve been running on adrenaline for too long; I’ve tried to do everything at 100% when my batteries were at 10. There were few nights when I came home to a sleeping child, which made me sad; there is nothing quite like the feeling of seeing your child through the glass of the front door, jumping up and down because she knows you’re home. I’d be so spent that even when I was home, my body was exhausted and my mind was adrift.
I so look forward to graduation tomorrow. Even though someone who was with me on my journey at the beginning won’t be with me in the same way at the end of it, I think she has the best free ticket in the house.
I’ve often thought I could’ve done all this years ago, but I wouldn’t have met the people I’ve met—might not have experienced the things I have—so I wouldn’t have had it any other way.